Friday, March 22, 2013

Lessons After The First Year of Marriage

Image Not My Own PropertyPeople say the first year of marriage is the toughest. I guess we've been pretty blessed so far. It feels like The Hubs and I have survived our first year and a half with a fair breeze. Needless to say, this doesn't mean we don't get our fair share of troubles from time to time. It's a huge adjustment after all --starting a new life with someone and everything that comes with them. So here are a few of the lessons (a lot of them we often think of as cliches but prove otherwise) I've learned so far:

1. "You (definitely) marry a whole family." 

I keep telling everyone time and again that I've never felt more blessed to belong to a family like my husband's. There has never been a time where I felt like I was an "outsider." My in-laws have all been very warm and loving. The Hubs, in turn, has repeatedly expressed how much he adores my own family. We've truly been lucky. However, not all newly weds can say the same. It's a common theme amongst people I know to have trouble adjusting to their new families. But this is a MUST. This is something crucial that one has a definite need to consider before getting married. Like it or not, your partner's every family ordeal, whether good or bad, will be yours as well. One needs to be ready to be PART of the family you're marrying into, and not simply expect to be a bystander. 

2. "Apologizing doesn't always mean that you're wrong and the other person is right. It just means that you value your relationship more than your ego." 

I know what you're thinking --this quote must've been taken straight out of those overly reposted typography-like images on Tumblr or Pinterest. Maybe. But that doesn't make it any less relevant. I can't begin to enumerate how many times this line of thinking has saved our relationship from having to face bigger problems out of trivial matters. It can't be helped that in any relationship, you're going to argue and find things to fight about. It's a difficult lesson to learn, but for most arguments, the both of you eventually have to realize that it's never worth to let your egos win. Saying sorry and actually meaning it is never easy, but when you truly love another person it's usually worth the sacrifice.

Tuesday, March 19, 2013

Bay Area (Spring 2013)

It's hard to define where "Home" is these days. But whenever we go back to the Bay Area, everything just seems to feel right. Familiar faces and places --nothing beats going back to a place you truly love. 



Some of the highlights of our trip include...


Tuesday, March 12, 2013

Our Little Family

I cannot emphasize enough how grateful I am to have my "little family." In the work that I do, it's not uncommon to feel burnt out and  stressed. Believe me, after three consecutive 12-hour Noc Shifts trying to keep people alive, feeling "drained" is the least of your worries. But coming home to The Hubs and The Pup is all the therapy I need. 

It's still difficult to wrap my head around on how my life and priorities have drastically changed. Not too long ago, all I would need to think about are my own self-directed needs. But now, suddenly I find my thoughts revolving around these individuals that I feel responsible for and bonded to. But it's an awesome feeling (Most of the time. Haha!). It has a comfortable sense of security to it that I'm definitely embracing. To be honest, I simply cannot wait for more (all in God's perfect time).

My every day isn't always peaches and cream, but I at least get to go home to this. And I know I'm one of the happiest people alive. I sincerely feel blessed. I can only hope and pray there will be more of this... warm cuddles, soft kisses, laughter and looks of utter welcome. No amount of material things can ever replace what we have. It all just comes full circle. And I'm forever grateful.